Janam din mubarak

janam din ki shubhkamnayein..

Everybody was wishing me happy birthday...

My day was going flawless ...lots of wishes and lots of love was in my hands...😍

still the day remains unfulfilled...😖

suddenly i realized that this day was actually doesn't belongs to me.....

This day actually belongs to the beautiful women who gave birth to me.... (Meri pyari Maa💓) jisne mjko janam diya..

She took care of me in her womb for 9 months...for 9 months she took all the pain and exhaustion every single day just to give me birth..

 
She had good food just to make me healthy before even birth...

Woh Maa hi h jo khana khalia beta puchti h...yeh sach h...woh tb bhi hame khana khilati thi jb hum janme bhi nhi the.. aur woh aj bhi dur bethe puchti h beta khana khalia ya nhi..

when she gave birth to me....i can just imagine how happy she would be..how she will be at peace when she would have looked at me...
i was their first borne..

and my father would have holded me with numb eyes because i belongs to him...

janam din mera bna par mere sath unka bhi ek naya janam hua..

the most pampered child i am because they loved me even after all my flaws..they holded me that first day and never left me alone because this is eternal..

it's actually not just my birthday..

but this day actually belongs to my mom and my dad..who took care of me without even expecting anything back from me...

thank you so much mom and dad for giving me this beautiful life...and for being such a supportive and loving parents..

 i love u lotsss and lotssss ....can't be explained in words...




















yeh zindagi apki denn hai..

apko bhi janam din Mubarak..😍😘.

When the world seems apart - Devistated

When I was kid I used to resume and collect so many dreams,
I was always living my dreamy world and expected to find a person as best friend who will be the closest to me, we laugh and live together and that person will know all the flaws of mine but still will never leave me or forgets me at any cost...
but it horrible to face the real world...😔😓

person like me who  had always been really emotional and living in imaginative world was seems to be really foolish to me in this real world...

I was being easily fooled up by my own expectations..

even if somebody laughed along with me for once I start to have an expectation from them being my unconditional loving friend..

but the reality is always bitter..

might be I am still that emotional person wandering around in the search of finding one true friend or that true love..😑

but with the time I realised love can never be found outside if you expect to get love from some one else you will always end up getting heart broken...

its better to not expect from others but to be that pure and unconditional love for yourself..

if you will expose your wounds to the world the world would rarely work to help it to stitch it out only you can fill up that emptiness inside you...

you have to find your way out to love yourself first..
find your way out to complete your own loneliness..

people can never be your constant only you and your eternal soul can be the one constant forever...if you ever try to replace that constant out in this world...you will always end up getting hurt and feeling lonely even if you are walking in crowd...because you forgot to fill up yourself...

so find a way to love yourself completely no matters what...

because people can forget you..
because people can leave you..
but your soul will never do that to you...

#selflove #stayempowered #stayhappyinyourownway❤

Emotions- those intimidated feeling...

Can anybody understand yours emotions?????
 Depends Upon person to Person.
Everybody is Good on giving advises to others and even though I myself if see somebody sad or going through something I passes on my advises to that person but we all somewhere lack in applying the same advises to ourself..

we can easily say to others that be strong, and move on kind of hashtags
but can we apply the same in our own conditions???

Giving Up on others at their difficult times becomes most trendy now-a-days..
Telling them you are a emotional fool and you always doomed inside emotions...
how can somebody judge other person's mental state at hard times....
sorry..but...I can not..
I can't judge people just because they think too much and get attached too much..or love someone too much...that they forget their own individuality..

just slagging with simple dialogue that it's not working is not an answer to the struggle...

tera roj hi mood khrab hota hai tu khush kb hoti hai…

This is what people will start giving bullshits when you share something with them because you thought that he\she will atleast understands you..😣

everyone finds their own comfort at every point of listening to other persons emotional situation...these people are those only who was once the most perfect and most understanding person..
but with time it changes, they find an easy way to just avoid them and later give the reason ' I was busy '.

being sad and traumatized at a time is not a persons choice...
life is so tough to deal with it sometimes is even more hard ....that everybody needs someone to hold on to so that the difficult journey could become easy.

That person could be anybody, A friend, A brother, Mother, it can be anybody with whom you can open up to, so that to share your feelings with them..
with whom you can open up to, let your thoughts flow out.

But where does the PEACE rely no one can know about it..

if you think I am gonna tell you😅

most of you already know me that I don't know about it😂

everyday first we fight with our inner demons who try to pull us back to the darkness..
then when it seems impossible to fight with it, we try to find a way to talk to someone  else...we seek for help from others.

but I guess according to my own experiences and life tragedies we must not depend upon others because that is the one thing that sometimes make us strong but most of the time weaker````````````````````````````````````````````````````

so we must grow up and leave this emotional dependency on others..
just trust yourself and keep believe in yourself....
you yourself are the only reliable person you can trust through because the truth is nobody is constant in your life..

so love your life,,,,
be strong for yourself..
be self dependent...💗
let people may give up on you..
never give up on yourself because you are your best friend....
trust yourself😚

GOALS- An indent for future...by sanjana

What are Goals exactly?

Goals are easy to define but we have to work hard to achieve it.
its a kind of indent that we form for ourselves, an idea we design for our future to get desired results.

To achieve big dreams, we have to keep our objectives clear..

we may often listen this for everyone around us...is it that easy to do so???

I myself is figuring out the same..😐😑

but this is true atleast we can plan our actions in a direction to achieve something which we had ever thought to do so...because an act towards it is the key to achieve that big 'DREAM'.

for example:-

if our destination is in North and we spend all the day walking south, than how can we reach our destination?

putting not even a single effort to get to our dream then how come we gonna achieve it...😟

first of all, we have to get a grip on who we really are living in a dream world and just sitting and thinking about it whole long time will not gonna help you out..😕, To live a dream in reality we have to work hard to achieve that Dream i.e  Wake up to the real world.

another example is related to actually me😂

if we are feeling hungry and doesn't want to take up trouble to cook the food and eat, then obviously
we will remain hungry.

We all always behave like  dumb person in case of the problems... the dream itself will not come to us for living..
We have to work in a direction to reach up to it and live that dream in reality.

We have to first sort out our own theories to acquire that tendency to work appropriately  for that particular task so that we can  achieve it.

we cannot be reckless, we can be so impulsive....sometimes dealing situation with the patience is most important as we cannot afford to be held less…

'Chose the path of action'

if you have ever read this book "The  Secret" by Rhonda Byrne which is based on law of attraction...
this book has been such an inspiration for me it explains in every single line that law of attraction only works when yourself works in the direction of your dreams😃

So in order to achieve your motto you have to attract it towards you, think positive first then work hard for it.. to target your shot  bullseye on dartboard..you have to concentrate on it..

So with concentration hard work and appropriate efforts towards our goals.... then only we can achieve it..

law of attraction is so strong that we can get anything by keeping a positive attitude towards it. 

On the left..😊

FRIENDSHIP

  
 Having a friend who stay close to you even though living far away....its just a blessing to have such kind of person in your life..

I don't have a group or a bunch of friends to hangout with or to go for the parties with or something...
but I do have some true and reliable friends who will not bang on me at the time of hussle..

 having so many friends and nobody at the rough time...those kind of friendship pleaseeeee…...its of no use to keep those kind of friends...

time was never easy to go and I guess it will never be ever at all...everyone have some tough time through out their life journey..but it become at least little or somewhat better to cope up with the situation when you have some good decent people around you..

people on whom you can rely on at the time of wars inside you...you yourself are sufficient enough to tackle bad breaks...but still one always needs a friend to share their feelings and emotions with...

The friend is a person with whom you can fight with...with whom  you can share your darkest secrets without getting judged over it..the person with whom you can footslog around...and this is that person if she can fight with you then she can even fight with their or yours parents too just to be with you...

All of us crave for closeness and for getting attention from someone whom we consider friends but if that relationship is lacking for the same from other side then it doesn't work..
we just need to find that someone who craves for the same love and attention, who inspires us and supports us through the hardship and never leaves you even after getting angry..

never let go such kind of astonishing person from your life....

likewise other relationships this also cannot work from single side...friendship is also a mutualistic relationship which works when both person give their equal attribution..

special blog post for a special friend in my life who never forgets me even though we are staying apart she will always remain in my heart....@salonigagneja happy birthday sweetheart😘

although its your birthday sweety but I wanted to cherish our friendship at such an auspicious day thank you for always being there for me love...lots of love to you💓
and love to all my other friends too...💗

Relationship-The Beautiful Fairy tail😟

We are living In a world where we are so scared of this word called Relationship😕
Is it this is just a word ?????
or it's a picture in which a person is living..... though....still confused..😑
When we start a relationship that Gf Bf wala thing with someone we remains so happy for a few days, few months..or for an year...but then what?????
what happens next?😲
what happens is the beautiful fairy tail some times senses like a horror movie....which might leads to a bad end...
But is it what we had thought of ?????
do we want that horror movie to end or should we let it to be continued???😫

Relax and sit and give it a deep thought what you exactly want in life..
People have changed the true meaning of this beautiful Gift of nature called bond , they have confused the word a lot,
 first of all..
we all are having Relationships with our friends and family too...but we are not complicating that Relationships...then whats the Difference between having a Relationship that now-a-days kind of🙆

It totally depends upon us how we want to keep things throughout..it can go well without any haphazard...or it can get disintegrated if we are not giving our  best to keep it..

life can be so simple...
words like breakup and its not working are most offenly used in these Relationships...and these Variance are created by us only..

first we give a so special place to someone...to someone with whom  we started thinking about the future ahead....we think about living happily ever after with  that person..

BUT

then why on small fights or on certain disagreements  we start exaggerating things..
it's okkkkk to have different point of views...
but why to kill that beautiful Relationship just on the basis of having different prospective towards life..towards places and persons,

Don't make joke of your love...just don't let go thing wrong  because of certain fights...

Their is not even a single relationship where people don't fight..
we fight with our brother..even we fight with our mother..
sometime we even fight with our friends too..
but we never told them ki I want a breakup with you because things are not working anymore..

And here we know that atlast everything will be going to workout...everything gona be alright( like the songs that Jab tak hum side by side , Everything gonna be alright)
why we don't keep the same spirit with this relationship too😣

Ego, attitude in a Relationship doesn't work...
only talking and resolving the issues can preserve a Relationship from getting Damaged..

we must keep a positive attitude towards it..
things will be more beautiful when start accepting the other person as they are...never ever try to change a person who they exactly are....

Acceptance is the perfect word for maintance of a Relationship.... Be calm , Be approachable, Be patient.
The key to Love is to be Loved and spread the Love because feelings, emotions, and above all Relationship can be saved only with showing Humbleness and Gratitude.
#lovelove❤

My happy place is in me....😃

My happy place

Time moves  on and it will never gonna stop for anyone..
with the time sometimes we use to forget for whom we are living for..
we starts falling in love with others that sometime we just get lost for someone else only...
 in process of loving others we most of the times loses our own individuality..😨
making others happy its good but forgetting oneself is not😑


planning, system, clarity.....this was what I was searching for throughout my life..
but this with tym seems all bullshits...why to run after somethings which are never gonna be in our hand..
prithviraj Chauhan ne kaha that ki hum apni kismet khud likhte h...
yup might be...but there come one most stupendous word 'luck'😅....yeah dear luck is something which
we cannot control..
we can attract positive according to law of attraction...but we cannot live through relying on that whether the things will go right or wrong...

life is a journey that we are living in and we don't know what will come next...
so this is a whole of a scenario that we just keep on thinking things and overemphasising on

Areeeeee baba... y to??????

why to make yourself unhappy in process of overthinking about  some thing which might or might not happens in the future?

no, we should not let our over embellish brain stop us from being happy in this present moment..
because what has to happen will happen at any cost so just chill and relax

if something is just not going on the way the you wanted it to be so what...y to worry,,,it's okkkkkk
it's completely fine yr nothing to worry about..

I was also just like that  thinking so hard and overstressing on certain things...
but with time I got to realised whats the use of making myself unhappy for anyone or anything😟

I tried and still working on to improve my over stressing habbits and all I want is to make my ownself happy..

how a person can keep other happy when he/she himself is not..

only you yourself  can help in the struggle you're going through...so be brave and self sufficient to overcome the fears in you...
and live happily ever after along with yourself first then choice wisely for upcoming events..

spread happinesss around through your enchanting smile...and take away the hearts of people through your internal positivity.😘

this blog I have written by getting inspired from Tvf original series 'Trippling'.
guys staying happy is so so so much important to over come the external stress of this monstrous world..

if you are overthinking and taking stress on so many things at time..try to avoid with replacing that time by watching some funny series of vedios
son of abish-https://www.youtube.com/user/agm777?s
or you can download tvf app it have no of fun loving and inspiring series.
just do not waste your time on stressing about things...its total waste make the time useful for you to achieve something better in life...
keep smiling and love yourself😊

Fashionistic me

FASHION | BEING STYLISH | BEING FREEBIEE

For me Fashion is something that defines me that makes me 

feel alive..

there always comes a time when I am being to lazy to get ready

 and go around but person like me prefer to look good even on

 lazy days

around...hahaha😅….yeah I am like this guys...

whenever I go out from my home I prefer to give my best and differ look each day over ahead...I always prefer to try up something unique after a while...because following same thing every time sounds boring and monotonous too...which is really not my style.....is it your's ???????👀

I guess not at all nobody wants to go up with the same routine....

likewise fashion changes with every time and season and change is a part of life to be at your own fun side. Person like me who belong from a small city in Punjab where being fashionistas' is so hyped up and to follow up your own style you stay up strong and accept yess…yess I do love makeup and I do love fashion...

somewhere in between I still come up strong and intense and justified my way of living and trying up what I really like..

if I like it baby so,  I will  do it..

because I am unstoppable and dissenter..... I will only decide for me what I really want.
I love being fashionista...I love being weirdly freebiee💗

fashion, clothing and styling up for me never was a part my judgment scale...
neither I am brand conscious person nor I totally give up on it..
I wear what I like not what tags are hanging around my clothing..
for me clothing up in good sense depend upon how I can carry up in a stylish way and how I can use that particular cloth in different manner..
if I buy clothes from no. of different brands than I buy it from the local markets like saronji and janpath markets in Delhi too and places like shastri market in Chandigarh too..✌😎

I believe in smart shopping...because I am a shopaholic😉

while following around fashion I surf a lot not different and unique clothing style apps and website too..


if you guys do like fashion and just like me you too are shopping freaks then go and check out this amazing website which I came up with recently @poppyapparel.com
follow up the link below👇 for their amazing collection which includes from hot party wear clothes to the cutest and funky style tees...and even they have cute my lazy day kind of outfits too...

https://poppyapparel.com/collections/accessories/products/irida-sunglasses

I will soon upload my pictures in their awesome outfit soon on my Instagram so follow me up right away👇
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Why i kept weirdly freebiee as title of my blog!!!!

Weirdly Freebiee

yeah! this is me 

Hi! friends this is me Sanjana who is crazy enough but not full of sarcasm.....

so this is a kind of introduction..

introducing myself to you all out there...

so lets talk about the title of my blog...why I kept weirdly freebiee as name of my blog? 

its because guys I am a top most person in the list who don't know about how to control my moods…..ufff I was struggling with that later a lot but with the time I thought why not just use it in a good way...I was getting so disturbed by the people who used to tell my how to control my emotions and my craziness or some other comments...but then I thought not everyone in this world is not as blessed as me to get this weird changing nature..

sometimes I am cuteee for you...

sometimes I am a bitch for you...

sometimes I am a lazy person to get everything done for you..

some people would judge me..

some people will praise me..

I would never be enough for you so please now I don't care enough..

yeah I am weird, just weird enough for you....

with the life experiences and tough times while roaming around different places now somewhere I found myself...found myself way away from bullshits of people..

away from negative thought when I realised all that matters at last is just my internal peace and openness for new opportunities coming on the way.

free just like a bird not confined by what people will think about me...and growing up some where in between. 

its very important to realize who you truly are for being who you really wants to be..

I know number of people would be out their who still has been struggling with their emotion's and feelings just like me....some give up on the way...but you have to find yourself.

world is tough but you are strong..

find your grounds to be for your own..

people will laugh..

come around and go..

you are yours let else just go...

remember one thing just go with the flow..

so this was a bit of secret behind the name of my blog page..

but its just not confined to one thing as I mentioned I am freebiee..I want to keep my options every time open so will write many more things on different subjects too and might be to see you  soon enough on my new youtube channel so hope you would love..no no for startup like my blog...but please slowly love it tooo… and let me know about your experiences too....

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